When I pretend, Everything is what I want it to be, I looked exactly like what you had always wanted to see, When I pretend, I can’t forget about the criminal I am, Stealing second after second just cause I know I can, But I can’t pretend that this is the way, it'll stay, I’m just, (Trying to bend the truth) I can’t pretend I'm who you want me to be so I'm, (Lying my way from) You!!!!!!!! (No, no turning back now) I wanna be pushed aside, so let me go!! (No, no turning back now) Let me take back my life I’d rather be, all alone!! (No turning back now) Anywhere on my own, cause I can see!!! (No, no turning back now) The very worst part of you… IS ME I remember what they taught to me, Remember condescending talk, Of who I ought to be, Remember listening to all of that, And this again, So I pretended up a person who was fitting in, And now you think this person, Really is me and I'm, (Trying to bend the truth ) The more I push, The more I’m pulling away, Cause I’m, (Lying my way from) You!!!!!!!! (No, no turning back now) I wanna be pushed aside, so let me go!!! (No, no turning back now) Let me take back my life, I’d rather be, all alone!! (No turning back now) Anywhere on my own, cause I can see!!! (No, no turning back now) The very worst part of you…. The very worst part of you…. IS ME!!!!! This isn’t what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said, Would have you running from me, LIKE THIS! This isn’t what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said, Would have you running from me, LIKE THIS!!!! This isn’t what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said, Would have you running from me, LIKE THIS!!!! This isn’t what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said, Would have you running from me, LIKE THIS!! YOU!!!!!!!! (no turning back now) I wanna be pushed aside, so let me go!!! (No, no turning back now) Let me take back my life, I’d rather be all alone!!! (No turning back now) Anywhere on my own, cause I can see!!! (No, no turning back now) The very worst part of you… The very worst part of you… IS ME!